Sunday, September 4, 2011

and i miss you so.

missing you

i miss your abrupt presence at my door
i miss your subtle way of making surprises
i miss how i feel embarrassed every time you laughed loudly in the cinema
i miss how i used to do things just to get your attention while you are driving
i miss it how you will wait for me patiently for my many times going to the ladies
i miss it how you will tolerate my macam2 plans
i miss it when you told your stupid jokes and how i felt for it eventhough i knew exactly what you are doing
i miss your excited faces everytime you hear ti my stories
i miss how you would find time to talk to me when i called during your boys' night out
i miss how your voice would sound when you hear my voice after few days without it
i miss seeing your habit of arranging your food before you eat which makes me embarrased as i would just eat it all
i miss you.thousand times. ive missed you more and more even after these 8years.

Friday, July 15, 2011

God,I miss you.

This distance is definitely testing us.Ive missed you so.I hope youre safe there with His blessings. am listening to your list of songs, if that could cure my loneliness. just want you to know that i love you.and i will never stop saying that.i love you zulhilmi.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

In the name of ORIGINALITY

got to admit. ive been one of the persons who always look up for someone else in most of the things i do. way of thinking, speaking, fashion, hobbies, name it.im so not original.yeah, im guilty of those. you may fancy yourself as original? but believe me it's not easy to be the one and only or original- you call it.

facebook might be one of the reasons to instigate the not-being-original syndrome or could be an hindrance into becoming one. people can be too engrossed into other people's life that they might have forgotten to appreciate theirs.most of your conversations might sound like, "eh, know what i found that my friends blahblahblah...' rather than talking about YOU. Instead of I, it becomes THEY. It might start with being bz checking out with other people's lives and then you might start to even copy them.Period!

nvtheless,im learning into becoming me,myself. im trying to find the answer to the question Who is Me? Looking back at the path that you've chosen, the decision you have made might give you a lil bit of clues of who you are or who you're becoming into. think whether you'd like the person that you're turning into. and whether it shows the signs of originality or a copy cat.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

blessed.

blessed.
blessed when i see your face.
when you're waiting at the door.
with the smell of my favourite tempoyak ikan patin filling all over the house.

blessed.
when you updated us with your stories.
kak esyah, ustaz y, mak cik x, opah z, blah2
i can always smile,smile,smile even if i dun even know them
cuz ill never feel bored to hear about 'them' from you.

blessed.
when you always ask question about me.
do u always cook? how bout your housemates?
and as always, ill never get tired repeating the same answers to you over and over again.

blessed.
when we sit together.
sipping coffee kurang manis (for abah) while making our karipap.
laughing over stupid jokes of his colourful childhood memories.

blessed.
when you never say no to my asking.
want this that those too.
and as usual 'no' is never an answer.
and that is when i love u most.:P

blessed.
to be born from you both.
to be part of you both.
till death do us apart.
i will always love you, mak n abah.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Call me crazy.

Yeah.Call me crazy.Or stupid if you want to. Yeah, im crazy to say yes to this.Crazy enough to love him. Yes, I love him. Even this love parts us for six months min and god knows max..if this is what it takes for letting me to love him, i'd say million time yes to it.ill wait for you love. i promise. and never to worry cuz ill never back out. ive said yes n it will always be yes. so stop talking people.stop saying this never works out cuz u urself do not know how far u cud go for that person u call ur love.i mean seriously..dun talk about trust if u dun have a bf millions miles away from you and god knows what he cud do.dun talk about waiting if u dun know what it feels to if worry you still can see him the next time around, or even if u're still breathing when he comes back.dun talk about missing if u've never slept with your hp in ur grips.im fine with this. and still fine with this. n till then zip it girl.u just dun know me.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Malacca-Muar Makan Trip

Aawwww...the food were all delicious..i guessed that's why they call malaysia 'food heaven'...what do you want to eat?name it.... we started off the journey stopping by Malacca to pick up one friend, Jwa. Yeah, Jwa can be considered as a local, studying there for 4-5 yrs now, she knows Malacca inside out, especially of the food..haha...we went to Jonker Street. Baba Nyonya Assam Laksa, Baba n Nyonya Curry Mee with B n N cendol as well... the cendol were quite good, but the fact that the sugar was manis2 pahit didnt really get into me sangat...




i prefer the usual mamak cendol if u ask me, definitely!(where we had in muar)



then to pantai klebang for some coconut milk shake!oh, i tell u, it tasted marvelous!with some tempeyekkk costed us 30 cent a piece!yeah, quite mahal but mmg sedap!

nite?again at jonker..finding some nenas tart for sal's mom...we bought 100 pieces...n we tried like four dif types of tarts...with pandan, without pandan. the original tart n etc...the smell of the bakery was crazy!aah!then we walked through the street when we were stopped with the amazing smell of FRIED OYSTER.yeah, hve never tried oyster before but sth in the dish made me stop...while we were discussing about the 'kehalalan' of the food, the chinese uncle said 'ini boleh makan adik, halal punyaaa...' heee, thanks uncle!u def can read people's mind lah...hee..then, we order for rm 10!n we got a FULL pack of fried oyster, cooked with eggs (smells like char koey teow too)..we got it tapau n brought it to Restoran Pak Putra where we had CHEESE NAAN TANDOORI...uhh...eat those selang2 with fried oyster it was cloud nine-d i tell ya~ and that's all for malacca





arrived in Muar...served with durians from the dusun of pak kasim...we ate those at 12 am..hahaha...next day started with Nasi Beriyani Johor at a wedding..in Johor, they even have tempe masak sambal kering served as one of the dishes..at the wedding, i got to eat nasik impit kuah kacang (my fevret!)..then at nite we went to Sabak Awor- a famous place u can go for seafood bakar laah....like UMBAI in malacca..n here we ate ikan pari bakar (with amazing kuah sambal spilled on it)+ sotong goreng tepung+kangkung goreng belacan +butter prawn..and it was only for rm 48..mrah kan?i



know...it was superb....the next day breakfast were with SATAY AYAM, DAGING N PERUT.

it was my first time eating satay perut..have never seen that before...and it tasted OMG. the STAR PARK restaurant located at the heart of bandar muar really know how to bakar satay!the satay was deliciously bakar..ooohh..heavenn..then we also ordered mee rebus n soto..pon sedap jugakkk...








during lunch, Aunty Ros (Ija's mom) cooked us some asam pedas ikan sembilang n i literally hirup the kuang using senduk (i know that is sooo impoliteee but, whatever!!hahaha)im a very assam pedas person n vowed to myself that i want to be soooo good at cooking this meal!hehehe!n then we also had rojak petis at tanjung...

n the last day, during our way back, we stopped by at the side of the road to the highway n bought some PAU MUAR...they were sooo softtt and the inti were also greattt....now tell me, APE YG X SEDAP KAT MUAR? :))

Friday, May 7, 2010

Words~

Words. Things that come out from others..Spoken or written...Planned or unplanned..Short or long..Good or bad...

They can make you carve a smile from a compliment.Or even paint happiness from a news.Make you laugh from a joke. Make you be the person that u've never thought u could be from the motivation.And Flattering you all day for the appreciation.

Words however can kill you. Kill your motivation to live. Create sadness for one whole day.Make you frown for many days.Or make you feel down for even months! And yes, that is the power of words!

So, before you say sth to others, plz for a second think about the effect of the words to the person. Do not be selfish as you will regret it one day.. Lots of friendship are destroyed not because of trust or time or distance but WORDS. As the Malay saying goes, "Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya." And there you go, powerful words!